trouble: "History Major: If you need me, come find me in the archives" (archives)
I wanted to chat a bit about what it is I do all day as a PhD Year 1 in history. Because, you know, I want to. And I have a journal. And people get curious.

it has photos! and is long )
Anyway, that's generally what I do. It's not terribly exciting, except for the bit where it totally is. If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

ETA: It occurred to me that I could have replaced everything above with this:



Buffy: I'm starting to think this working hard is hard work.

Willow: Isn't it crazy like that?

Buffy: I thought it was gonna be like in the movies -- you know, inspirational music, a montage: me sharpening my pencils, me reading, writing, falling asleep on a big pile of books with my glasses all crooked, 'cause in my montage, I have glasses. But real life is slow, and it's starting to hurt my occipital lobe.

Willow: Aw, poor Buffy's brain.
trouble: In your history emphasizing your cripples (in yr history emphasizing ur cripples 2)
There's a thing going around right now where certain government have decided to move to a charity-based model on public services such as libraries, schools, hospitals, and services for vulnerable populations such as disabled people.

Funny this should come up right now when I've been examining the impact of funding-related decisions such as this on educational facilities for students with disabilities in the late 19th Century. You know, when a lot of Victorians got together and went "This whole funding of public services such as libraries, schools, hospitals, and services for vulnerable populations such as disabled people needs to stop being charity based and come out of taxes."

Funding based on charity appeals is not just bad for Institutions, and it is not just bad for the people served by these Institutions. It also has long-term problems for society.

So, let's talk about my area of expertise: residential-based schooling for children with disabilities.

When the Asylum for the Blind needed to struggle constantly for money, a large part of their activities were based on, in essence, begging for money to support the school. They were constantly having to turn down applicants because they didn't have the funding to take on any more students. They couldn't effectively budget because charitable fundraising is always a crap-shoot that could end up with far too little money to feed the children in their care. They were very limited in what new programs they could introduce, had limited success in retaining teaching staff, and were unable to send their staff to other Institutions to learn how to teach blind students.
Read more... )
trouble: In your history emphasizing your cripples (in yr history emphasizing ur cripples)
Let us speak of pleasant things!

[Random fact: I've got "I need you now", [YouTube] which was a power ballad in the 80s, stuck in my head because of the line "It's still haaaaaaaaard at 6 o'clock in the morning... to dream without you". As it is was 6 a.m. when I started this post [four days ago]. Yes, I'm deep. Like a puddle.]

I've had a couple of great instances lately to talk about my thesis in a non-academic setting, which reminded me how much I do love what I'm doing and how interesting it all is. Seriously, putting aside politics and big fancy academic ways of saying "other" and all that jazz, my thesis is about some really nifty people doing some really nifty things, and I love it to pieces. [I think I've talked about almost all of this before, but it's fun.]

Read more... )

Ta dum! Give me an MA, I'm awesome.
trouble: A pile of books with text "Original Search Engine" (thesis)


transcript )

Honestly, though, my meeting with Dr T. last week went very well, she gave me good advice. I haven't taken that advice yet (there's been a lot of non-thesis stuff keeping me from doing thesising), but her calmly laying things down as she did was very helpful to my thinking.

Still, though, this thing is kicking my ass, and I'm rather resentful of it.
trouble: "I am a blank piece of paper.  You are on a deadline.  You are so screwed." (blank page)
Hi! I have to take a break from the internet because Thesis.
<3
Anna

ETA: this is a really great post on Writing Anxiety, and that's all I'll say about that.
trouble: "I am a blank piece of paper.  You are on a deadline.  You are so screwed." (blank page)
The knuckles and the like on my right hand have actually swollen up quite badly after the past few weeks of fevered note-taking in the archives, so I've been typing all day with just my left hand. Which sounds obscene now that I've written it. Damn you, internet.

I've decided the best way to deal with this is to go see a movie and eat popcorn with lots of salt and pretend there's no deadlines.

(Then I'll come home and panic because that is my new response to everything. "I went to the library!" *panic* "I ate food!" *panic* I typed up notes about my research! *panic*. Fun times.)

Yes, yes, I'll see a doctor. Later. After the popcorn. At least I have to take the weekend off because the archives are closed for Natal Day.

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